Tracon: "Oh shit..."

Yeah I signed up for the cosplay competition a while ago and struggeling with my cosplay. One day I was nervous an stressing so much that I actually sat on my prop which then broke so that it couldn't be repaired, trying now a new technique to do it and the first attempt failed... trying to come up with different ideas to do it! And the results can hopefully be seen tomorrow...

Most of the armor is done, did the shoes today and maybe I'll redo the helmet, then ofcourse everything needs to be painted and some parts need to be attached to the bodysuit "somehow" *sigh*. That's probably the hardest and most stressing part... And so with all this stress and lots of other worrying things I've been really depressed, one day it was completely horrible and almost decided not come at all to Tracon but luckily Densu cheered me up! Just thinking of how much fun we'll have the day before the convention just makes me smile! It will be just me and Densu and KINGDOM HEARTS!!! So for us it will kinda be like three days of awesomeness xD

Also I probably don't want to be two days in a thight hot bodysuit in which it will be even hard to sit in but I can't come up with a cute or sexy cosplay outfit. There is an idea of doing a casual!fem! version, at least for the evening party.

As for sunday, not sure what cosplay to wear, maybe Ventus cause I don't have any decent pictures. The only pictures that I have is when I finnished it except the shoes and the wig was just a test wig so it was horrible!!!! So we'll see if I have the energy to drag it with me :'D Because the cosplay for the competition will take a lot of space, the thought of how I'm going to carry it whole in one piece seems impossible xD

OH! Some of my friends are going to performe "1800: Alkujen ja loppujen aika". Most of the people I haven't talked to in ages, almost for over a year or so, except for Nuuttii whom I keep in touch on messenger (I only talk to two people on messenger like regulary :'D) and recently Jansutti since we meet at Vesacon which is really nice~ One day I did run into Piraattitomaatti and we talked for a long time catching up. The rest I haven't seen or have seen and just waved to say hi but it would be nice to talk too also :3 But back to the performance! I probably won't be able to see it because of the competition, if only it could have started one hour sooner!!!

Tilt TV

It was almost half a year ago that I was interviewed by Tilt at Manga Cafe, I was so nervous I was shaking the whole interview and I couldn't hear the questions the guy was asking xD Plus being so nervous everything he asked pretty much went through my other ear xD In the end it went horribly in my opinion but apperantly good enough for them to publish it xDDD So embarrising!!! *MAJORFACEPALM* xD

R and R

Lots has happened! I got two new wigs, I sold two wigs, made my Rinoa cosplay, went to Ropecon and got some pictures of it!

Yeah the black wig for Rinoa, and maybe someday for Tifa, arrived and also a short yellow wig...it was supposed to be blond and a bit longer... Luckily I got it sold and also the black/silver wig that I had first bought for KH3DRiku which I never used.

So Ropecon went well! And got lots of good photos of my cosplay! Thanks Nezumi, Janica and Sami for taking pictures! And also everyone else for the good company :'D

I think this is my third female cosplay, I crossplay more... First one was Midna(Zelda:TP) then some versions of Luka Megurine and now Rinoa! <3

Free time!!!

It's actually fun sewing when there's no stress!!! I'm really enjoying myself!
Though it's not looking so good xD still needs a lot of fixing (and a huge loss of weight xDDD)

Yes! I'm making Rinoa's dress! Love the color! Yesterday it really matched my skin but today I went tanning and so I look more redISH... No more tanning for me! xDD

And I need to find proper underwear for this x''DD

Oh yeah! In the middle of sewing this, the lamp fell off of my sewing machine!

Desucon 2012 a big flop!

Where should I begin...
It went really well in the beginning! Me, Jarmo, Sami and Starblom headed to Desucon on Friday, and oh it was a fun ride~
At Desucon it was a bit annoing that me and Jenna had to run around at the convention looking for the seller for Jarmos ticket but at least we found her!

And we also got some pictures with Jenna of our Zone-00 cosplays!

I was awake all night since I couldn't get any sleep but early on Saturday morning I was starting to feel sick and hurting, I was having an allergic reaction and a really bad panic attack! First time I cried at a con and I'm 20 years old for gods sakes! Grow up woman! So I called my mom to get me home and now I've been lying in my bed for two days in pain poping medicine...

So this convetion was a waste of money and time! I'm so dissapointed in myself cuz I couldn't be there with Benten and Kisshou on Saturday! Well hopefully we'll go some other day photoshooting.

And as usual, good pics when I'm goofing around and the innocent angel ;D